Saturday

That was a suffering day for me ..
Gastrick  =(


Its totally never try before ~
just going to kill me ~
Cant sleep for the night ~ 
Feel vomit somemore ...
But , so suprise to recd your delivery porridge 
and also the medicine , haha ~
TOUCH ***
Thank for yr care =)
Say truth , the medicine quite nice , like sweet !! LOL >,< 




Is Saturday , but nothing special for me..
parent & brother out for dinner ~
so that , just alone .. I dah biasa ~ =(


Feel bored with my recent life 
Totally cant happy out ..
What's going on ah ?


Just evening had some discussion with parent about that i plan to oversea ..
they are  objectiondirectly =(
''ai an ni meh'' 



















Recently learned the news of his, he had a very happy life ..he forget everything =(
i wishing you =')

24/8/2011

today , 24/08/2011..


totally in bad mood ..
sorry ..
emoooooo ~ 
somemore , tears come out bit .. ='(


Back from office , walk into my room ..
Feeling quite bad =( 
After bath , watch movie with mummy ..
Brother out for badminton , Father outing too ..
Just left 2 of us ..


I keep look at mummy ..
Heart keep struggle ..
'' mummy , can I share something with you ? ''
Should I ?
But , once that i tell mummy everything , sure mummy worie about me ..
not filial la .. >,<

Sometimes just hope, I can back to the child ..
cry anytime & Get a big hug from you =')

arrrggghhh ....


Mummy , I am tired la ..
I too tired to act ..
But i can only choose to stay strong infront of you ..

HUG 

sometimes

有些时候，不闻不问，不代表没事发生或心情不爽，
就很简单的，想一个人，静静的，就安静的。。。


有时候，微笑只是一种表情。
它并不代表快乐或开心。。
只是在内心深处，还是打不开心门。。


有些时候，
让人放不下的，不是对方，
而是那些逝去的共同回忆。。


曾经，尝试放下了一切，让自己从新开始 ，
但偏偏碰上了阻碍，再次想起了从前，
果然，迟迟无法完成。。


有些事情，
越是试图忘记，
越是记得深刻。


进入了深夜，才发现，
自己其实不再坚强，还是需要一个依靠。


伪装的笑容，果然难看，恶心。
多么希望，
当我告诉自己，我很okay的那一刻，
有个了解我的人，
会看着我，抱紧我，对我说：“你并不okay” 。。

现在的我真的很好，

只是假装过的很好。

*累了，憔悴了很多。。

5.00am

Is 5 in the morning ..
oh my god,slept 1 am just ... brother already wake me up on 4.50am ..
Totally cant open my eye @@ 
nothing to do .. just waiting for him ,gonna bring him to klang in a short while ...
So start my blogging ..


1stly, wish him HAPPY BIRTHDAY, jason shiu (20.08.2011)
a very heavy rain yesterday afternoon .. 

After grandmum house, went back home ..
No hanging out , that was my Saturday night , dah biasa la ...
xixixi..ady 1 week pass,still can get birthday angpau & red eggs from my lovely grandmum for my replacement birthday .. LOL~
anyways,thanks ~ ♥
woo..another day,i forgot to had my dinner ytd ..
That why , I am so much hungry now .. =,=
stomach keep crying ... wuwuwuwu ... 


emm.. nothing special ..
just wanna wish avone - HAPPY SUNDAY , MORNING =)

*go out now , working ~

Public Holiday

马来人的公共假期，今天没做工 =]

Mummy open saman for me ady !!
妈咪交待得把房里的垃圾给清理。。
我的妈呀！
好吧，咖啡店回来之后，就开始了房间大战。
呼呼，才发现。。
堆啊堆，原来我房里有如此多 "回忆'' [垃圾]。
结果，在今天，将所有的 ''回忆'' 给清理掉。
灰尘超多的。。咳咳咳咳！！
用了三小时，终于搞定啦！
但还是。。。。。
“那一箱，迟迟不敢打开，害怕再次掉下眼泪 ”



妈咪回来啦，进行房里调查 =,=

家人的陪伴，照片一张一张的给剪掉，一样一样的将所有关于他的东西给丢了。
从新开始 。。当时，真的有点不舍。

should i give them a big CLAP ?

知道了这几年来，妈咪爹地都在为我提心吊胆。
常常发现到了，女儿在外回来后，总是眼眶红肿，甚至在房里偷偷的哭。
现在却发现了我，失去了SAMPAT 的笑容 ，永远把自己关在房里。。
他们的心，总是如此的疼痛，我们无法想象。
爸常会告诉我 “ 看开点 ” 。
有时却因为在外的碰撞和压力，而向他们发脾气。

为了让我开心，主动买了个蛋糕给我。
爸，妈，对不起 。。
我曾经的愚蠢，让你们操心，对不起。。



我答应你们，有一天的我一定会坚强走出来，走回快乐的陈婷伶。=]
只是不想再受伤害。

说实在的，发现到了自己的笑容开始勉强了，有点难看哦 =S

13.08.2011

one year been ..

my birthday coming again ~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME 

since 20 years , never had a best celebration before ..

This is my 20 birthday, totally different .. 

came upon GHOST day ,man !
God are playing me la, who willing to came out for the celebration wor ? 

single birthday life to go again .... eeeeeeeeeeeeee ~ =(

Luckily , it was a very suprise and touching birthday happen on me ..

thank you so much ..I get it .. 

Continuos 4 days cakes and ice creams ..Wooo ~ I gonna be a fatty girl soon..

Received 2 times flower from your ..thank thank ..

again ,  a very special present i get , but seem like i going to masuk hospital once i finis all - Chocolate hamper ..

I am very happy la , i dunno how to say out my feeling ..

We just knew each other for only 2 months  , but ur all spend out the time to prepare my birthday .. Its so much touching .. tears going to come out ady ..=']

Very thank you ..
Papa and Mama , you are the one that i cant imaging ..

I am very suprise to received brother call and told me that you had bought me a baskin robbin cake.. 

My flavour la .. I LOVE YOU , I LOVE YOU ..muacks muacks ..

Again ~ Thank you so much ..

my 1st cake

2nd cake from dad & mum

 3rd cake

4th cake

5th cake

flower make my day

flower cheer my nite

chocolate hamper   =S

emmm ... it was my 1st wonderful 20th birthday in my life ♥ ♥