Saturday

That was a suffering day for me ..
Gastrick  =(


Its totally never try before ~
just going to kill me ~
Cant sleep for the night ~ 
Feel vomit somemore ...
But , so suprise to recd your delivery porridge 
and also the medicine , haha ~
TOUCH ***
Thank for yr care =)
Say truth , the medicine quite nice , like sweet !! LOL >,< 




Is Saturday , but nothing special for me..
parent & brother out for dinner ~
so that , just alone .. I dah biasa ~ =(


Feel bored with my recent life 
Totally cant happy out ..
What's going on ah ?


Just evening had some discussion with parent about that i plan to oversea ..
they are  objectiondirectly =(
''ai an ni meh'' 



















Recently learned the news of his, he had a very happy life ..he forget everything =(
i wishing you =')

24/8/2011

today , 24/08/2011..


totally in bad mood ..
sorry ..
emoooooo ~ 
somemore , tears come out bit .. ='(


Back from office , walk into my room ..
Feeling quite bad =( 
After bath , watch movie with mummy ..
Brother out for badminton , Father outing too ..
Just left 2 of us ..


I keep look at mummy ..
Heart keep struggle ..
'' mummy , can I share something with you ? ''
Should I ?
But , once that i tell mummy everything , sure mummy worie about me ..
not filial la .. >,<

Sometimes just hope, I can back to the child ..
cry anytime & Get a big hug from you =')

arrrggghhh ....


Mummy , I am tired la ..
I too tired to act ..
But i can only choose to stay strong infront of you ..

HUG 

sometimes

有些时候，不闻不问，不代表没事发生或心情不爽，
就很简单的，想一个人，静静的，就安静的。。。


有时候，微笑只是一种表情。
它并不代表快乐或开心。。
只是在内心深处，还是打不开心门。。


有些时候，
让人放不下的，不是对方，
而是那些逝去的共同回忆。。


曾经，尝试放下了一切，让自己从新开始 ，
但偏偏碰上了阻碍，再次想起了从前，
果然，迟迟无法完成。。


有些事情，
越是试图忘记，
越是记得深刻。


进入了深夜，才发现，
自己其实不再坚强，还是需要一个依靠。


伪装的笑容，果然难看，恶心。
多么希望，
当我告诉自己，我很okay的那一刻，
有个了解我的人，
会看着我，抱紧我，对我说：“你并不okay” 。。

现在的我真的很好，

只是假装过的很好。

*累了，憔悴了很多。。